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Sunday, February 14, 2010

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valentine's??? not foe me...

hurm... hr ni aq memang sedeyh yang teramat! huhuhu... well, i've lost someone tat i really do admire. i hv to let 'it' go... aq tension sgt2 mlm ni... urgh............ dgn sijil surat beranak aq yg hilang.... then, aq br pas broke up......... this is totally annoyed me! i feel like diz hols has greatfully ruined my happiness! well, i hv to step forward... no turning back... dgn aq x dpt jumpe mp3 yg aq nk.. aq rse cm nk mengamuk! ah........ aq dh agak... my end of diz day will be damnly sucks! 14 of february.... maybe people would say, tat today is da best day 4 couples... but, doesn't affect me at all... most probably, i chose the wrong path.... but i knew, diz 'path' will bring back the happiness tat already grab my 'day' today! i feel like damn useless! i hve no mood as well... huhuhu.. can't wait to end up my NS. i just want to lead a new life, as a normal teen.... huhuhu.. am i abnormal? yeah, i think so... i feel like want to rebell.. urgh... today is da killer day! gile arh! kepala otak aq dh nk burst dengan problemo yang x hbes2 dtg kt dlm hidup aq. maybe ni lah risk yang aq kne tanggung untuk jadi remaja yang lebih matang. well, semakin kite meniti alam dewasa, semakin banyak dugaan yang datang melanda. so, i have to face it one by one.. without 'running' from it. memg betol kate azimat aq yang aq pegang selama ni NOTHING BECOMES TRUE WITHOUT PATIENCE. maybe hr ni, kate azimat tu nk tunjukkan azimat sebenarnye pada aq. so, kerja aq mudah... just wait n see......

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