my medulla oblongata

Thursday, December 31, 2009

bubbye 2009

bubbye 2009...

no more biology f5,
no more chemistry f5,
no more physics f5,
no more mrsm,
no more spm,
no more merbokianz,
no more bought tickets from kl-sg.petani/sg.petani-kl
no more stay back for holiday camp
no more spot question
no more extra class
no more sleeping in class during bi tyme
no more 'teachers'
no more 5A
no more 'PESAWAT AB08'
no more visitors into our room
no more graduation 2009,
no more annual dinner 2009,
no more LDP,
no more rules in our college,
no more MTA,
no more no more hiking 'GUNUNG JERAI'
no more hysteria
no more sharing bed...
no more sharing sweater
no more DS
no more CAFE'
no more KO-OP
no more 'HARVARD HOTEL'


bt now,

i am goin to 18
i am going to plkn
i am goin to take my liscence,
i am going to download all my fav songs,
i am going to study smart,
i am going to university (insyaAllah)
i am going to be a succesfull dentist
i am going to fight 4 sumthing tat i didn't get before...
i am going to chat while waiting 4 my spm's result
i am going to miss my friends,
i am going to miss my teachers,
i am going to live on my own,
i am going to have my own money,
i am going to survive as a normal teens!
i am going to face through all the obstacles by my ownself!
i am going to breathe deeply, without any STOP
i am going to have my social life back!


-thanks MRSM, i have so much experience that taught me to be a tough man. it's not easy to be at the top, we must fight, fight, fight till da last death! MRSM taught me everything... to be someone that never learn the word 'give up'!-

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

yesterday.........

smlm cousin2 aq dtg umah.. well, dorunk kecik2 lagi, dorunk mkn2 kt umh aq, aq kemas umah, smpi bersin2 punye lah nk bagi rmah npk kemas. hahahahha. then, dorunk sume kate, nk g tgk wayang, so, dorunk ajak kakak aq.... pujuk punye pujuk, akhirnye, kakak aq bg greenlight.. so, kitorunk g kt damnsara... tgk movie, alvin n da chipmunks. adoi! bwk budak2 kecik ni agak leceh r gak.. tp, nvm... leyh jd gle jap... noe hal lah... hahah. pastu aq pon msuk lah cinema tu... well, aq dh agak dh.......... pwgm tu penoh dgn budak kecik rata2nye... haish.. mule2 rse cm tah pape je cte ni, but ble dh strt aq npk sorunk plakon ni.. er, aq lpe nme betol die, tp die lah CHUCK! i luv him so much! so, smpi hbes lah aq tgk cte tu... memg best!!! hahahha... agk x rugi jugak lah.... balik tgk wayang kul 7.. smpi umah 7.30.. pastu, balik2 mak aq siapkan pizza n kek coklat... wooo sumpah full gle perot aq.. best2...!

-for da second tyme aq tgk wayang ngun kakak aq, last aq tgk wyg ngun kakak aq waktu drjh 6. yg len sume aq kuar ngun kwn2-

Monday, December 28, 2009

mrsm~~

aq mrsm merbok. gurls btach 08/09. 2nd batch. byk kehiduan yg aq lalui kt mktb aq... dr perit smpi lah sakit. aq perit dgn segala bentuk ujian yg aq terime drp sekeliling. atau lebih tepat aq kate kan tekanan dr sekeliling. batch aq sepatutnye ade lebeh drpd 72 org sebenarnye. tp, rmi yg dh keluar. sebab x tahan dengan setiap dugaan yg kitorunk terime.. biase lah, freshies msuk... mesT lah x taw rules kt tmpt tu lagi... so, byk lah ckp2 psl batch kitorunk ni.. smpi rmi yg terpedaya dgn ckp2 tin kosong ni. masuk f5, lagi byk dugaan yg kitorunk terima. kitorunk 72 org shj, malah perempuan! perlu mentadbir mktb yg consists of lelaki n perempuan. nk wat cm ne?? kitorunk senior, so, kne lah jln kn tanggungjawab yg diamanahkan oleh senior2 yg terdahulu... hurm. susah nk mentadbir... apetah lagi ketua bwp kitorunk, perempuan. tp, aq still nk cogratulate die gak, seb die sgt lah sbr x kire ape pon cbrn dan tohmahan yg die terima. aq ldp, ketua aq f3. aq timb pres ldp. aq lah yg duk jerit2 tyme prep suh sume student diam. nw, aq dh taw betape peritnye, mktb kalo x de laki. sebab budak2 x takot pon kitorunk. siap ade yg sumpah seranah lagi... huhuhu.. lepas satu, dugaan, satu lagi dugaan yg kitorunk kne. x penah putus2.. mungkin itu lah sebabnye, batch aq beria2 nk tinggalkan zaman persekolahan dorunk. aq pon x tahan... sume rse nyesal msuk mrsm.... kalo kt skola lme, x de pon cm ni.. itu lah ayat klise yg slalu aq dgr dorunk ckp. tp nk wat cm ne? kite dh pilih jln ni, so, kne lah ikut je..
"TRY FOR SOMETHING, REGRET FOR NOTHING"
w'pape pon, aq tetap tabik jugak dekat batch aq yg dh berjaya tempuh sgale tohmahan yg tidak berasas dr pihak2 yg tidak berakal waras, yg telah berjaya menempuh segala suka dan duka ( i bet most of us, will choose the word 'duka'). w'papepon yg berlaku between us, aq tetap rindukan gelak, jerit n ketawa riang dan sedih batch kite, OHANA LADIES. aq ingt lagi incident yg berlaku waktu gunung jerai, kt surau waktu kite ngun f3 laki tu, waktu kite kt surau dengan f5 last year, dan yg plg penting, waktu annual dinner kite. aq x kn lpe hr bersejarah yg sepatutnye, kite raikan, jd mcm tu................. huhuhuhuhu.. x byk kenangan yg aq dpt dr mktb aq. lebih kpd pengalaman... but nvm lorh..kadang2, pengalaman lebih bernilai dr kenangan...

- mintak maaf sgt , kalo ade pihak yg terase dgn kate2 aq ni, aq jez type ape yg aq rse-

Sunday, December 27, 2009

my favourite lyrics

aq br terfikir nk share psl lirik favourite aq lps aq post reply kt discussion kwn aq.. hurm, i do really like dgn lagu dirty little secret.

i'll keep u my dirty little secret,
dun tell anyone or u'll be just another regret,
hope that u can keep it,
my dirty little secret,
who haz to know...

well, kwn aq byk taw psl aq.. dr a smpi lah z dorunk taw... every single action aq dorunk dh dpt agak.. w'pon dorunk taw yg aq ni, unpredictable... kdg2,tbe2 je aq akan marah, syg, benci, kt sesorang.. heshhh... dorunk je yg taw aq ni jenis yg mcm mne.. wana n shalida.. both of them seriously baik gle.. w'ape2 pon yg terjadi.. kitorunk akan bersama gak... w'pon ade yg cube nk 'masuk' dgn our relationship.. akhirnye, kitorunk tetap bertige jugak.. aq syg sgt2 dorunk.. bukan sng aq nk syg kt seseorang... =)

another lyric yg aq ske,

'salahkah diriku,
bila ku berkata,
kau pendusta,
kau salahkan diriku,
silap ku anggap engkau penawar,
kau racun berbisa,
kau racun fikiranku...'

lagu tu special.. seb, kwn2 abg aq yg wat video clip lagu tu.. and, one more thing, lirik tu memg best! x de kne mngena ngun diri aq.. tp, aq btol2 terase dgn lagu tu...hish!
well, at first, aq memg x ske lagsung the times... kcuali lagu ni (telegram buat yoko), tp ble kwn aq duk promot lagu2 the times, aq pon try lah dgr,.. lirik die btol2 masuk r... jez wish if ade guy yg se'cool mcm lagu2 the times tu... hahahah.. i wish...

dinner wit family

smlm burfday abg aq... 26 dec . so, kitorunk 1 family plan nk g mkn seafood. nk mkn kt port klang, dh bosan r plak... asek2 situ je... so, kitorunk g satu tmpt ni, nme die padang jawa, kt klang... bwh jejambat.. restoran tu nmpk ok je.. then, kitorunk mintak order. as usual, aq akan order nasi goreng pattaya n apple juice. aq lpe lak nk ingtkan org tu supaya jgn ltk gule lebih. then, ble aq dpt... bpk r manis! adus! cm ne aq nk mkn ni? hbes lah lemak2 aq akan terkumpul. family aq order tomyam, n ikan.. aq x ske mkn nasi campur... so, aq x amek port sgt mkanan len. once aq dpt nasi goreng pattaya tu, aq check dulu. haish... save budget tol lah cheff restoran ni.. die letak telor atas nasi je.. x balut pon! geram tol aq... nasi die lak rse cm nasi putih biase je. aq nk kutuk2 pon, aq dh mkn makanan tu.. so, nk wat cm ne? next tyme x yah g sne dh.. huhuh.. wat saket hati, spoil mood mkn aq je.. =(
afta mkn, kakak aq ckp, kwn die buat bbq.. aq ok je.. tp abg aq dh full lah plak.. so, x ley nk g mkn bbq.. ape lagi, blek r umah.. dengan hampanye, aq msuk umah.. n tdo.


dinner yg agak bosan... restoran yg spoil kan mood aq~~~~~~

lepak ngun BFF!

ari tu, 23 aq lepak ngun kme, wana, atiqah, sher, khairil, imran, n nazli. as usual, kme kne r bwk sani azmin die tu. ~lol. aq bertolak dlm kul 11 ngun sher. naik lrt g mid, then plan nk jumpe kme, sani ngun wana kt kl sentral.. ley tukar tren kt sne.. pastu, tbe2, ade pakcik ni ckp, kalo nk g mid, bek x yah nek ktm seb tren nk g mid ade prob.. die kate, die dh tunggu dkt nk satu jam. tp x npk pon tren. so, kitorunk plan nek cab je kot. kitorunk patah blek amek lrt g universiti. from universiti, kitorunk tunggu punye lah tunggu bas... hsh.. nme ppon rapid kl.. sumpa lme gle nk tunggu.. so kitorunk decided nek cab je g mid. smpi kt mid, kwn2 aq nazli n da geng, dorunk lepak kt bowling nye tempat.. haish.. x hbes2 dgn bowling dorunk ni... well, at first memg bosan.. so, kitorunk plan nk tgk avatar ngun cuzin aq, eyman. well, tukar topik jap, eyman dtg ngun bf die.. well, agk howt jugak r.. cm mke die r plak en.. bagos2.. org kate kalo mke sme, jodoh kuat. hopefully dorunk kekal.. aq lebey ske bf die skunk drpd yg dulu. ok, skunk smbung blek, pastu kitorunk x jd nk tgk avatar.. kitorunk tgk new moon. al maklumlah..aq kn budak asrama so, x dpt nk tgk cte tu on time. skunk br dpt tgk. well, edward cullen howt! tp jacob lagi howt kot! hahaha. c kme ni, g beli tiket duduk due org-due org. die duk ngun sani, aq duk ngun nazli. n wana duk ngun kwn2 aq.. ish kme sumpa ko memg kne kan aq hbes2 an... ~sigh. first time aq duk sblh c nazli ni tyme tgk wyg. adoi.. sume kme nye psl.. heh! then, afta hbes tgk cte tu, wana tarik muke plak.. haish.. sal pe lak ni?? hbes wayg kul 6 lebey, so kitorunk pon cr lah tmpt nk solat.. then, ade ke, dorunk ni nk balek gne cab.. ? dh lah jam tahap nk mampos! kompem mahal gle.. so, aq ckp ngun dorunk, bek amek ktm je.. then, dorunk turon kt taman paramount, aq kt tmn bhg. tp dorunk takut lmbt. so, aq jamin kt dorunk, dlm kul 8 dorunk akn smpi kt stesen paramount. so, kitorunk pon nek ktm. agak lembab r ktm tu, but nk wat cm ne? aq mls nk melabur duit nek taxi dlm kesesakan jln raya yg mengganas tu. aq smpi umah kul 8.10. tunggu abg aq amek agak memenatkan... huhuhu.. but, seb bek smpi gak. then, abg aq bwk aq g squad hot fm kt area umah aq.. so, kitorunk pon jwb lah soklan yg dorunk tny. well, byk r gak brg hot fm yg aq dpt. at least... x ar membazir aq kuar ari tu. seb aq x beli pape pon act.. jez hang out.. without doing anything. hhuhuhuh~~

pape pon kme, wana, sher n eyman.. thx 4 accompanying me... hope sgt2, kite ley hang out only kite2 je... no boys! =)

Saturday, December 26, 2009

anything..

well, plkn is coming! adoi...
bukan takut pe, tp... most of my seniors ckp, kt plkn nt, x de dobi.. adoi! itu yg aq lemah.. dobi x der? ni dh mcm kt teknik dh ni.. adus! aq excitednk g plkn seb aq nk pgng m16.. dh lah, first intake ni , dorunk kate, most of the participants from mrsm, sbp, n teknik.. huhuhu... i'm gonna miss my frens.. well, i do! miss hostel life damnly! my batch, 72 girls of f5.... merbok fly high. LOL
gonna miss my fav teacher.. miss shana, miss ina, ckg rosli.. huhuh.. ckg2 ni sumpa baik gle tahap!! aq syg dorunk sgt2... miss shana... i'm soz.. jez dunnoe y, bi slalu afta rehat, so.. memg mgantuk tahap lah.. soz sebab selalu terlena dlm kelas. heheh... =) miss ina, thx4 back up us.... ckg rosli, thx 4 da spot quest u've sent to us.. n of course thx 4 da kfc... i jez can't repay all of ur kindness... thx a lot!

aq dh tgk new moon.. ouh gosh! jacob is freaking hot! edward cullen nye watak pon cket... jez muncol waktu bella nk wat keja bodo... but nvm... janji die still wujud. =)
well, agk kepoh jap.. aq br je tgk cte tu.. coz, tyme cte tu kuar, aq still agy kt mktb, tgh bertungku lumus, bersusah payah, bertarung dgn SPM. hahha.. nw i am totally free without any kind of exams! yuhuuuu! but, waiting 4 NS. haish... tat's all 4 today... =)

Friday, December 25, 2009

FINE.

i dun believe the time we will see
a pain of a kind always crushing on me...

hurm.. pain.. pain.. pain.. i'm sick of it...
crushing on sumone doesn't mean u will get him/her.. we need a lot of patience.. well, hw to manage da patience? i hope i cn manage it well... but how? wut would u feel, when someone u like, told u tat he is crushing to someone else? well, kind of hurting me succesfully... wut a stupid? should i still having a crush on him or no??? well..... kinda blurr

Monday, December 14, 2009

breaking ice

bosan tahap duk kt umah without doing anything. ahh!but nk wat cm ne? bulan dpn kne g plkn.huhu. plkn, plkn, plkn. knape lah aq x dpt kt area sel? tension aq. bt x pe lah.. nk wt cm ne..
hurm, wana, da-da, kme, fatg, n syaz!!! i miz u guys so much!!!!


well, ni shalida yg pki spek. she's gorgeous! hahhaah
lawk gylewr tahap... plus penakut tahap gylewr arh!
die ni slalu tdo sblah aq... er, byk rahsia aq waktu tgh tdo , die taw... hahahah.. i lurve u!









this is wana, my roomate. hurm. she's nice. thx wana coz sbr dgr prangai aq yg memg x ley nk diubah ni. love u!