my medulla oblongata

Saturday, October 30, 2010

please be matured, babe!

this is so... terrifying ! when u've promised someone, u should fulfill the promise. stop coaxing other to be such an immatured person just like YOU.

kind of tiring us, when u asked something possible n u end up with ridiculous, impossible excuses. duh~

u were the one who eager to start it. so, please finish it. duh~~ u never want to finish it babe...i knew it.

i will never cooperate with a person like YOU after this so sorry, lorry strawberry la....huhu.. but i have to. please stop pretending. stop being 'lengke' here. if there's a point, u may say so. if there aren't. please don't create any kind of stupid point, that never exist!

don't underestimate me, because u will never know me well. stop exaggerating that u'r the lips of the angel, in fact u ARE NOT. thank n no thanks.
hye n say bye.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

CTU oh CTU~~

26oktober. 12am.
" weh, jom tdo ! esok ade CTU. kne bgun awl. kol 9. bek tdo awal. nt x leh bgun plak kang".
"ok2, jom, aq tutup lampu eh?"

1.45am.
" siti....."
"hahaha, x leh tdo gak ke???" aq angguk.
" nadia......"
" aq pon x tdo lagi" hahaha,'

peh~~~ memg mlm smlm kitorunk x leh tdo. adeh~
then, we were chatting the whole night. that was ridiculous part i think. haha. sbnrnye x chatting pon, tp melalak. kitorunk dok melalak lagu ISABELLA lah, TRAGEDI OKTOBER la, MY ONLY HOPE, MY ALL, AYAT-AYAT CINTA. n LAGU MRSM, LAGU NEGERI SELANGOR, LAGU WILAYAH, LAGU SEKOLAH. hahahha. LOSER betol kitorunk smlm. merepek2 je. oh x terlupa kitorunk nyanyi gak lagu UITM DI HATIKU. hohohoh. then, after all, kitorunk dpt tdo gak... bangun2 je, mak aih, dh pukol 7 lebih! nk kne ade dlm dewan pukol 8.30! huhuh. credits to FIQ, sebab tolong kejotkan. hahha.
NEXT, otw nk p dewan besar, tbe2 hujan plak.. memg hujan rahmat betol... hbes basah slip exam aq. buku x yah ckp, dh memg keromot n basah dgn air hujan,. adoi~~ but then, credits too to TIKA, cause she brought her umbrella. thank God! masuk2 je dewan.. peh! sejuk gla~~ memg mcm kt north pole betol. dh la br pas 'mandi hujan' , then, msuk kt dewan yg berhawa dingin. fuh~~~~~
aq maseh pegang slip exam kwn aq, fizie ngn azim. awat depa x mai lagi ni? x mao slip exam ke? huhuhu. pastu, aq x taw nk cr depa kt na, so, aq pgl pngawas yg jaga tu, then, ckp : 'miss, someone left their exam's slip outside there, i found it'. then, die p wat announcement. nama mereka berdua berlaung la dgn gema gempitanya di dewan besar. ahhahaha. pdn muka korunk! len kali dh suh aq print, tolong dtg mai amek kt aq. bukan aq p bg kt angpa .... lesson of the season. take note ok!

overall, byk tol dugaan aq nk wat 1st paper ni. sabar je laaaa...

Sunday, October 24, 2010

PENAWAR LALAT =p

hah, ni yang nk bercerita psl hr ni~~

hr ni je, aq n budak2 bilik aq (beserta dgn floormate aq sorunk -kak eifa) bangun kol 12 tgh hr. er~~ aq plg lewat kot. kol 12 setengah.. lewat cket ja. hehe. ni la akibatnye ble kitorunk tdo lewat. aq tdo lewat seb study CTU mlm smlm smpi kol 3 pg. siti pon sme gak.. tp die study m'hadap tv kecil ihsan nadia. hahah. n nadia plak dok gne lappy aq tgk cte BEN 10, version manusia pny. kak eifa??? hurm,... kak eifa dh said goodbye lme dh.. ZZzzzzzzz. pukol 10 die dh nyenyak tdo dh. adeh~~ lps mandi, br je bukak 2 page buku CTU, adoi! perot ku dh buat keroncong BUNKFACE! tolong!! tolong!! haha. so, kitorunk berempat pon g la cafe n p beli nasi 4 lunch.
nk dijadikan cerita, time tgh mkn kt bilik, kak eifa nk minum air die... then, aq ternampak.... ouh GOSH!! LALAT!!! lalat dlm air kak eifa.. air tembikai. hurm... so, aq offer air aq, suh kak eifa minum. air kak eifa??? hehehe, tbe2, siti cerita yg dulu, ustaz die pnh ckp ... kalo air kite msuk lalat, jgn buang air tu, tp rendamkan lalat tu smpi fully terendam. lps tu br kuarkan, then br leh minum. errr.... t'nganga jap dgr cte siti. then, siti smbung blek, die ckp, seb sayap sebelah lalat tu, ade racun, tp sblah lagi adalah penawar. jadi kite x taw mne 1 sayap die yg dh terendam. baiklah kite rendam sume skali. bermakna, lalat ni x de la m'bahayakan sgt kalo kite pnd
i manipulate die. bahkan bg kite kelebihan. penawar die tu actually will give us some kind of benefit. don't ask me WHAT IS THE BENEFIT, because we don't know. tp memg penawar tu akan bg benefit kt kite. dh nme pon penawar kn? =)
lps kitorunk dh hebs mkn sume, kak eifa cabar. die kate, 'feera minum dulu air ni, minum cket pon x pe, lps tu kak eifa hbes kan' hahahha! pnye lah aq nk lalat tu pny penawar, aq pon suh siti tolong rendamkan lalat tu bg fully immersed. then, buang lalat tu. after all, aq minum.... kak eifa pndg dgn penuh....... (er, x leh nk describe muke nye. hehhe). then, aq hulur air tu. 'nah, this is 4 you'. kah3. then, kak eifa pon buat muke bodo, n teros minum. hhahaha. tp x de lah smpi hbes. seb air tu dh x sejuk sgt, so rse x sedap... at least, kitorunk dh dpt PENAWAR LALAT... dan kami terus dan terus membaca CTU~~~ hehehe.

konklusinye disini, kitorunk x men2 sal lalat tu seb psl lalat ni ade dlm hadith sendiri. moral of the story, jgn asek byk masuk theory, tp x de praktikal. kalo ade ilmu, silalah praktikkan. ilmu tanpa amal tiada guna. kih3. =p

Friday, October 22, 2010

girls'-day-out


11 am.
trruuut... auch!!!!! aq terlupa nk kunci jam! that was a message from zati... gosh! aq lpe lak hr ni nk kuar ngn dorunk. so, i grab my towel n sprinted to toilet.. hahha. then, hbes mandi aq dpt msg, yg die dh otw nk smpi kt uitm aq. actually die uitm puncak alam. die cuti right now, n die kt penang skg ni. alang2 tu, kitorunk nk hang out sme2 ngn wani
ey skali.

12.30pm.
at last, smpi gak kt jj. masuk2 je, i was thinking of something! yes, i need to find something for my lovely sis. hehe. so, aq pon p la kedai kasut -THE OPERA. aq tgk ade sale. ape lagi, mse untuk serbu! haha. then, msuk2 je, kwn aq tunjuk kt aq 1 kasut ni. peh. terpikat jugak aq at first. seb rupa wedges ni mcm ala2 cowboy cket. tp memg cun la! terutama kalo pmpuan yg kaki putih. keh3., sgt lawa. so, aq pon beli,. harga tok sah cte la eh.. then, kitorunk jalan2 , makan kt fc atas... order chicken rice with black paper.. peh! memg sedap, seb die wat ala2 sizzling. er.. lps mkn, kitorunk p nek tgkt plg atas, which is i've never been there,, kitorunk p tgk wayang, cte CHILDEYE. cte lme kot. tp aq rse mcm nk tgk gak. br romantik. tgk cte hantu ni. hahah. masuk2 je kt BOX 5, kitorunk org pertama yg msuk. peh! rupe2nye, memg x rmi yg tgk cte ni. suku pon x smpi. nseb bdn la weh.... tgk cte seram x rmi org., hahahah!

4 pm.
after solat, kitorunk p kdai buku. popular. cis, ini la kelemahan aq. aq pntg jumpe buku, mesT nk beli! WAJIB! then, dorunk p cr buku2 yg dorunk nk, n aq pon. aq try cr buku CECILIA AHERN, PS, I LOVE YOU. tp x jumpe. aq jumpe buku len. duit dlm purse
aq tggl RM21. tp aq nk gak beli buku. so, aq cr la .. ade 1 buku ni hrge die RM21.90. hahah. boleh la tu. kwn aq ade kad popular.. so, boleh dpt discount. so, aq pon beratur. tgh2 beratur nk byr, kwn aq jerit " feera!! aq jumpe buku ni!!!" peh!!! at last!!!
aq jumpe gak buku yg slame ni aq mncari, PS, I LOVE YOU. malangnye, die jual dlm box. 3 buku teros. tp sume yg bestselling pny la. hehe. harge die RM59.90. huish!! mne cukup duit, then, zaty willing nk bg pinjam duit die. THANK GOD! aq pon beli la buku tu. then, rushing to ATM, seb nk cucuk duit, byr duit zaty. KUDOS TO ZATY,. =). then, kitorunk p serbu BIG APPLE. best!!!

5.30pm.
kitorunk decide untuk blek. huhuh. tgh2 tgu bas tu, ternampak la ade bas 701, so kitorunk pon nek,. tp...............zaty tny pemandu bas tu, bas ni g (somewhere, idk... area penang jugak la). then, driver tu ckp. 'x'. adeh~~ zaty pon turun blek. kitorunk said sorry to her,.. hahha! kesian ko zati,. xpe, br leh mengenali erti hidup, tgu bas sorunk2. heheheeh.


overall, aq happy gle smlm seb dpt kuar at last! aq tension study!!!! so, smlm kire lepas la gian aq nk kuar, thx wani n zaty!! hope, lps ni leh kuar ngn dak2 matrix penang plak.. dada, min, syaz, mar n dak mbk yg kt kmpp.
21st october, i love you!

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

sweet.sour.

sour.2008.
aq ingt lagi, time aq form 2 dulu... ade la pglman yang plg aq x leh lupekan. masa tu, aq p latihan badminton. then, aq lwn dgn kawan aq, marzuqi nme die. kitorunk pon dok baeeek nye maen smash, tbe2 ... praaappp! seluar aq koyak! cis, time ni jugak la suar aq nk koyak!! huhuh. malu gle tahap!!! then, aq buat2 terjatuh. haha, then aq ckp ngn marzuqi, 'weh, aq letih la.. esok sambung eh?' then, die ckp, 'ok'. pastu, terus aq kol kwn aq =, sheriena. hahaha., kitorunk pon merancang lah nk blek nek bas, tp, tup tup, kitorunk x bwk duit langsung! peh!!!!! merah padam mke aq ni. dh la suar aq koyak. tak kan la aq nk blek jalan kaki kot? xpe2, jalan je la kaki. noe hal. TIBA2......! wooof woof!!!! ANJING!!!!!!!!!! peh, sheriena teros tarik t
angan aq n lari. adeh~~
dh lah suar aq koyak, kne lari plak!!! malu gila doe. then, kwn2 aq (ade budak yang aq minat) npk aq tgh lari. n dorunk gelak sakan. haih!!! malu gile tahap time tu....

sour.2009
yahoooo! br hbes pmr!!!!! last paper, kh. kitorunk pon tunggu la bas... lme gak la tgu. tp bas x smpi2.. so, kitorunk decided untuk jalan kaki je blek umah. dh la pose! adeh~~ time tu aq tgh crush ngn sorunk budak ni. budak tu pon jalan kaki gak sme ngn aq. huhuh~~ aq npk budak yang aq crush tu, seronok gla sembang2 dgn kwn aq. haih. ini yang menimbulkan cemburu ni. hahha. then, aq pon jlan dgn sgt laju.. laju gle!! TIBA2.....! pannngggg!!!! aq terlanggar tiang! auch!!!
sakit gile tahap! aq pon g tendang tiang tu. adoi. kaki aq plak saket, hopefully la dorunk kt blakang x npk. tp, last2 budak yang aq crush tu msg aq, die tny, 'saket lagi ke?''. adoi!!! die npk!! malu nye!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sour.2010.
td... aq bangun tido lmbt. aq ade presentation untuk mini project civil aq, presentation start kol 9am. aq lak bangun kol 8.30. oh tidaaakkk! ni mesti seb aq TERlewat tido smlm, tgk cte 'slumdog millionaire' dgn 'lagenda budak setan'. aduh~
bangun2 je, aq dh kelam kabut. so clumsy~~~ aq berfikir jap. nk pki baju kurung ke seluar? kalo baju kurung, nk kne gosok lagi... mana sempat, so aq decided untuk pki seluar n cardigan labuh je. time nk bwk projek aq ke bilik P'CES, tbe2, pagar kitorunk roboh. lampu rumah kitorunk jatuh smpi ketangga. adoi! mcm mne ni???? memg terkejut jugak la... dh la berat! huhu. pastu kitorunk pon betolkan. time nk present plak, lagi skali lampu rumah terjatuh!! haih~~
knpe time nk present jugak la, lampu ni nk wat hal? last2 kwn aq cabut je lampu tu. haha. tbe2, lecturer tu tny, 'agak2nye, kalo rumah ni dijual, awk nk beli x?" then, aq dgn penuh yakinnye menjaw
ab, " absolutely yes. i will buy this house. " pastu, kwn2 aq dh gelak. adeh~~ then, lecturer aq tny, 'agak2nye, kalo leh jual, mesT mahal kan?" pastu aq jwb " yup, correct, it'll be around 1 million i guess". hahaha! lwk2... adoi! lepas hbes present, kitorunk pon nk letak project kitorunk tu kt luar, then, kitorunk npk, ade satu projek ni ... die wat jambatan, n projek die tu sgt2 la ringan. haha. then, kitorunk alihkan projek die, then, letak projek kitorunk. last2 kitronk kne marah! hahaha. whatever~~
then, aq blek bilik, teros tdo. bangun2 je aq haus gle2.. then, aq pon nk la p minuk susu soya kotak yang aq beli smlm. tbe2 aq rse masam gle!! dh la aq dh telan!! eiwwww! susu basi!!! termuntah aq. teros aq dgn perasaan mls nye, g beli air kt cafe'... huhuh. ape la..~~ malang sungguh naseb aq hr ni. =(

sweet. 2010.
aq knl dgn sorunk ni tru fb. he's a good guy actually! aq terminat la plak kt die. knpe eh??? aq pon x taw. maybe seb die ni baik plus... almost perfect i guess. aq x pndg rupa pon... x kesah pon.. janji die baik. hurm, baik. baik n baik. itu je yang aq pandang. but then, mcm mne
aq leh terlepas ckp mlm tu.. haih.. everything changed! adoi~~ myesal plak aq. aq just nk kwn je. bukan nk kawen. uhuhu. aq main2 je pon. agk rse bersalah cket. tp, aq rse bnde yang plg sweet dlm hidup aq untuk tahun ni, adalah, sebab aq knl die... he has greatfully made my life better than yesterday. thx a lot.

aq rse hidup ni, kalo x de yg sweet, n x de yang sour.. means, there's no variety. san
gat bosan, kite x leh jd sgt skema. mcm mne nk enjoy life? a little trouble makes our life fun! kadang2 kalo kite buat atau melalui something yang memalukan dlm diri kite sendiri.. bila kite dh besar, br kite teringat blek.. " oohh.. ini la aq mse kecik2 dulu... sgt lawak" . sometimes, we want to remain the same.. x nk berubah.

" tamatlah zaman persekolahan,
ku masih dihantui memori...
waktu kecil, waktu yang ditunggu,
oh Tuhan ku tak mahu pergi...
alangkah, indanya dunia,
bila kita semua melangkah kedepan,
alangkah indahnya dunia bila kita semua akan bersama selamanya...."


Sunday, October 17, 2010

study week

hello, hello, hello.... !
exam. aq nk bercerita psl exam BPC(BADAN PERTOLONGAN CEMAS), yg aq buat td. smlm, aq start studi dgn wana kol 12a.m. huhu. sgt2 la letih (dr pg smpi ke mlm kitorunk pnt siapkan projek untuk civil) yang teramat sgt. namun, aq gagahkan jugak mata aq untuk studi. yes! studi itu penting!hahaha. time tgh study, tbe2 perot aq bebrbunyi.. haih, ini menandakan perot aq minta untuk diisi.. so, after dh hbes bce buku tu, dr kulit buku, ke kulit buku, kitorunk pon, g la amek air panas kt bwah, n buat nestum.. tbe2, terlupa plak nk amek air untuk minum. disebabkan mls nk turun bwh nye psl, aq pon x minum la mlm smlm.. tdo.. before tdo, aq check jap email aq. then, br tdo. =)

study. starting now, i need to focus in my studies... as well for my life. =p but i have prioritized study for everything. study, study n study. that's all i can say. i have to struggle now, so that i wouldn't be regret once i get the result. hope to get the best. i will maximize my study time, n minimize my fb-ym-blogging time. i have downloaded lot of film, so that i can watch it, whenever i feel bored.

english. gosh!! what happened? dur!! i hate him so much!! so annoying..! he shouldn't say that. well, if english is one of my pro-ness, so, he doesn't have any right to make fool of me! hello boy, listen der, everyone has their own ability, so back off! yes, u are REALLY good in physics, but i never talk that sarcastically! yeah, now i'm saying this with full of sarcaticsm! please, don't ever think, u are the older among us, u can do whatever u want! yes, i am perfectly respect u! but that was before. watch ur word bro! u aren't a kid! u are an adult, well, YES YOU ARE! n i am a teen! so, please think before u blurt out any of ur stupid idea! got that uh?

sem1. at last, we came up to the very last day of sem1. i love my day, enjoying the whole day with my very caring classmates. i do love u guys so much! though, we will be separated for the next sem, doesn't mean, that our friendship stop till that line. we will still be friends forever. nothing's gonna change that. i like, i hate...the reality of our life. there is no LIKE at all. there will be HATE sometimes. but how many sometimes it is, i will never forget our precious moment together... =)

status. i am single. n i am not available. i'm sorry but i do like you. i'm sorry, it is so sudden. i'm sorry, that i couldn't tell u this, because i am afraid of being rejected by u. i'm sorry that i couldn't face the truth. but i feel so grateful because i know you. i feel deadly grateful because u are my catalyst-to push me to study well, to be as good as you. u give a new hope to me. thanks!

assignment. i never had this kind of assignment before, n now, i got it! the very precious task that i ever wanted before... to make a video clip..though our presentation is not completely perfect, but i felt so satisfied with my teamwork cooperation. we make a YOU BELONG WITH ME-video clip. n i was acting as the TAYLOR SWIFT. dur~~ we make it within 1 day..only! yes, that was the best part! we have to submit the vc to claim our carry marks for final. hope to get the very good mark for this...


Friday, October 15, 2010

my only hope

my only hope. i am deadly in love with this film. especially through their main cast character. just cool! i mean, yeah, i love it! quotes....

there's a song that's inside of my soul,
it's the one that i'v etried to write over and over again,
i'm awake in the infinite cold,
but you sing to me over and over again,
so i lay my head back down,
and i lift my hands and pray,
to be only yours pray,
to be only yours i know now,
you're my only hope
sing to me the song of the stars,
of ur galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
when it feels like my dreams are so far
sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again,
i give you my destiny,
i'm given you all of me
i want ur symphony,
singing in all that i am,
at the top of my lungs,
i'm given it back..


kind of sweet. i love landon... hope there will be someone willing to be my 'landon'. LOL
funny. love is never boastful or conceited. it is never rude or selfish, it does not take offense and is not resentful. our love is like the wind, i can't see it, but sure can feel it.......

Sunday, October 10, 2010

it was bored, it was fun, it was lame...

salam. lme gak x update blog..
study. a lot of test! duh~~ tension x yah ckp la.. memg tahap gunung lipat muda dh. ble2 masa boleh meletus. i'm getting lazy every second of my day. ouh gosh! that's horrible! i hate it.. everyday is all about facebooking n ym. x pon, aq dok google menda2 x penting. exam is just around the corner.. especially for physics! auch! physics, y can't u just grown up and try to solve ur own problems? i had it enough! huhuhu. tp, nk buat cm ne, physics smpi ble2 pon x kan membesar... mcm tu je la rupa die smpi ble2 pon.

ignorance is a bliss. aq try untuk mendalami kata2 tu.. so, aq try untuk ignore sume org dlm kelas aq. tp experiment aq membuahkan hasil apabila kwn aq tny 'eh, ko sakit ke?' ade die kate aq sakit? padahal aq tgh nk buat anjakan paradigma! itu sudah cukup membuktikan, aq tidak boleh berubah menjadi org laen. this is me, n the only me.. no one could change that!

love. aq agak terkilan apabila sedang aq menelaah facebook ex aq, tbe2 aq npk, he's now are trying to flirt with account student-girl. punah hancor sume harapan aq. sedih sgt2. maybe, God has a bigger plan for me than i had for myself. so, i better let him go peacefully.. aren't i? now i can feel the emptiness.

life. hectic is all that i can say. aq knl sorunk ni dr fb. aq tgk gmbr die agak pelik. so, aq rse cm nk add. then aq add. he have a good attitude. though, he always say that 'ko x knl aq' . yes, aq memg x knl ko. son what? hidup aq plak skg ni smakin huru hara dgn masa yng sgt cemburu pd jasad dan roh aq... aq perlu submit projek civil by next week! naa.. i have prioritize 'impossible' to lead all of my bad side straight away to the nearest dustbin.

in conclusion, my hectic life has greatfully filled the emptiness of my heart. i love my life. gimme some time to have a personal date with my very ownself. bosan la asek romantik dgn org. kali ni, biar aq beromantik dgn diri aq sendiri... hahahha.